Its too late to repair our relationship. Ive tried everything i can think of to make things better but nothing works so, screw it. It really is too bad cuz we coulda been good friends and thats all i really wanted. Im glad to see ur trying to do things differently with my little brothers tho good luck with all that.

It effing kills me that i cant speak my feelings.

Dang man when did life get so complicated? I got school loans to worry about not to mention school starting next weak. i work close to full time now dang i feel like i dont have time for my self or the people that i wanna spend time with. My parents never went to high school or college so i dont really have anyone to teach me the right way of doing things PLUS they dont even want me to go to college. Feelin kinda alone in my journey through adulthood. Gotta stay strong tho. I’m looking forward to teaching my little brother about the mistakes I made hopefully he will come out better than I did.

I remember last year I had set some goals that I wanted to accomplish by this time. Didn’t make it =[ its all good tho ain’t givin up that easy.

Sometimes I feel like life is pretty boring but its no one’s fault but my own. I really need to step outside my comfort zone.

I think ima start using tumblr again =]

I wish I was as passionate about my goals as much as my little brother is about being a pro Gamer. That kid takes his gaming more seriously than I take ANYTHING I do which is kinda sad.

she so pretty. she chill as fuck. she gives me the butterflies yo! i know that sounds hecka corny lol she got a pretty smile. she got pretty eyes. she even got a cute laugh lol but….she also got a man =( sighhhh on goes the search

I said this on myspace and facebook not really wanting anyone to respond but it would be nice to hear some real thoughts about it. I think girls go for bad boys almost always as opposed to a good boy and I’m PRETTY sure its for the same reason why I would chose a pretty girl who is (for lack of a better word) a bitch, rather than a nice girl who Is not exactly a looker. Its because we are all shallow as fuck haha even tho we like to tell people that looks don’t matter. They really do. And the bad boy thing is all about an image, not a personality trait. Cuz nobody REALLY likes an asshole. They just look so cute when they’re being bad ass haha any thoughts from one of my 3 followers?? Lol

Tonight I went out with some friends and I noticed this chick that looked like she was 9 years old BUT she was wearing some low cut dress and her boobs where hanging out. Then it hit me like wth?? A 9 year old wit boobs?? I caught myself staring but I realized it was just a little person. The type of little person that is really short but the body is completely proportional. She was really pretty. She had the nicest smile to!! I really wish I could have met her. It would have been great to listen to her story and find out how life is for her and stuff.